Thanks in advance for any random fav and/or comment.

Hello there SA community. How long as it been? Not much I suppose.

Thou I stoped drawing I've come once in a while to browse what new pieces have been posted. Some days I find good stuff others I just shut down my browser from such disapointment.

Been playing a fun game (Freem Realms). It's good for relaxing and has some cute graphics. I've had my son to play it as well thou he doesn't know a word of english.

I've been occasionaly asked why I have stoped drawing, even by my own mother, and it's hard to explain.
First of all I feel like it's a little sad not having someone to share your fun with. I don't want people to just hang and say "aw cute", "lame" or any other rather useless comments. I do not mean to offend anyone but I see that as spam. I'd rather have someone to share some nice and funny moments with, like putting two original characters acting togheter (something called colabs or something like that?) and not just drawing something and hope/praying that someone will even notice what you did. I don't know if it's my age (25) or just something that snaped on my mind but that beautiful dream world has faded somehow and it's sad because I've created to characters (Celest and Miarage) that I've kinda grown found with and now I've abandoned them.
Instead of keep drawing and upgrade my skills I've just stagnated and feel like I'm going all the way back. It's a sad existence when you lose your dreams. It's not an ordinary "artist block" as most artists state that ocasionaly have. "It" is just... gone.
All of this sounds pretty EMO. I even feel sorry for myself FROM being sorry for myself!

Oh well. What else can be done? Maybe I'll just sit back and wait for "it" to return... IF it will ever return.




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